Didaaa... a word itself so heavy to hold lots of respect, feelings, support, strength and inspiration.. you are immortal in our way of living life, in our decisions, in our behaviour to others. Each and every action we take, always bhoi hoi kichhu bhul korle tomar chokh-e chhoto hoye jabo.. tumi aar amader aager moto bhalobasbena.. I am not sure since when and why such internal threat I feel since my childhood to remain noble, grounded, responsible and the best in your eyes.. It matters me the most than anything. I really still can't accept I would not be able to share the events of my life with you anymore.. that was my great pleasure/inspiration seriously.. I really love you from the core of my heart and you are one of the main pillars of my life... without your presence or sharing with you, nothing was complete in my life down from school result day to my daughter's school admission information...In this God's world you were another creator to shape our lives, characters.. your presence means a lot dida.. now its your memories and tomar shikha.. I bet jara seguloke thik bhabe accept kore jibane egobe no one can't stop them.. se manush porbe uthbe porbe abar uthbe and the most importantly with RESPECT.. the word or concept which you valued the most in your life and cascaded to us too. You will always remain dida through us, your strong and inspirational presence I will always feel in my life.. ashirbad koro dida as always.. Kolkata gradually becoming strage to me, aager bar giye baba ke pelam na aar ebare tomake dekhte pabo na, chhute chhute giyeo KD Lane-e..ami tomake bhisan bhalobasi dida...Happy New Year ta bolbo bolbo kore bola holo na... tomar Mayar Sonsar...sobai tomar hath ta khujchhe ... but chinta korona tomar Mayar sonsar chirokal will carry your values and lessons. We will make sure to keep your head, your name as respected as it was alwayss..ashirbad koro dida, bhisan bhalobasi tomake Dida..